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| So our puppet group Puppets Of Praise *pop* is performing tonight at the Creative Ministries festival in Louisville, KY. YAY! This is the first time our youth group has performed at a CM. Luckily I get to be apart of this experience before I leave the youth group next fall.
I am a little worried though. I don't really have a hang out buddy this year. Delilah will hang out with Melissa and the new girl. I don't have much in common with Delilah so Melissa and I won't be able to talk as much as we usually do. I'm guessing I'll hang around with Ziggy and Josh until the classes. I'm going to try to get Ziggy to go to an improv. class with me, I know he'd be awesome at it. :) The human video classes though will prolly just be lil ol me.
Can't wait to find new ways to worship my Lord though! These trips are always fun fun fun, esp the rides to and from.lol. God bless, I'll let ya'll know how the trip goes.
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| Random. Mom said I cannot do anything until my room is clean or go anywhere.
Does this include work? Not in my book. I am not calling in to clean my room.
anywho.lol
I am reading The Shack. I hear it is a really good book. I've only been through the first chapter but I think it will be interesting. So far he has gotten a note in the mailbox, unmarked from "Papa"
Papa is his wife's favorite name for God. We'll see what happens next.
I have also started a paper on the Underground Railroad. I am going to date back into when slavery first started and incorporate the underground railroad and maybe, though I don't agree on his politics, incorporate how we now have our first African American president. Just thoughts. :)
God bless you all. Have a good Tuesday
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| I haven't been on Xanga in forever, and I came back to look on my old blogs.
I think it is canny that my one year anniversary with Steven landed on the same day as my last blog wondering if I'd find that perfect someone forever. ( Feb 7th)
I thank God for answered prayers. I asked Him a long time ago to send me my future hubby without all the pain of dating. I hated the heart ache and the lies and the break ups and all of the drama of dating. Soon after, I met Steven. We are going to get engaged someday. We know this full well. I am so thankful to have him. Thank you Lord for answering prayers!
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| When will I become someone's perfect girl?
I just wonder if it could ever happen. To be loved by someone...for real. for a long time. forever even? Not be cut loose. Last break up, yeah john, i'll admit was partly my fault cause I got mad at you for talking to rachel a lot and I felt us slipping apart. You say you only liked her as a friend then, but it still hurt ok?
I'm not perfect but doesn't love cover all sin? Could someone possibly love me for who i am, faults and all no matter what, no matter when, even though I'm not the prettiest, even though I say stupid things,even though I act crazy sometimes, even though I can be dramatic at times...could someone still love me?
"my perfect girl"... is a phrase... I feel no one will ever use for me. Too special, too loving. what is there to do?
I know I'm only 17 and love will come...so they say... but I still have the emotions of wanting to be loved... and to wonder about it.
What ... causes me to... I dunno... not be as appealing as other girls? I dunno. I'm confused I guess. when am I not?heh.
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| So...
Yeah I know I haven't been here in forever and a week but I dunno I just haven't blogged. >.<
A lot has gone down... camps were awesome take a look at my myspace blog for that one.
I started dating a guy named john shortly after camps but we broke up... were apart about 3 weeks and then got back together on my birthday (oct 11th).
I've been workin on the soccer field again and volunteering at the baptist center here in town. I've been busy but also not busy at the same time... as in I still get online I just don't IM as much anymore. I'm more of a myspacer and facebookgist. >.>
John and I have been talkin a lot on our relationships with Christ... he don't know this yet but I want to help him in every way I can when it comes to this...thing is... we're kinda in the same boat on a lot of things. I'm starting to feel the desire again though to try harder to get closer to God. maybe together john and I will grow closer in a personal walk with Him and closer to each other by worshiping God together. God should be the center of any relationship...I need to do my utmost best to keep God in ours.
our revival is coming up at our church and I need to invite people. thing is the people I want to invite used to go to our church before... and one of our girls at church said she won't be mean but she won't talk to her either...
the reasons she don't like the girl I want to bring are reasons that pretty much Won't change until she has examples in her life for a good Christian example. she is a new Christian... or a fallen one. not sure. but the examples that would be in our youth group of a 'christian' are usually good... but there is that one girl.... that may make it really really hard to do such a thing as to lead my friend back into the youth group.its hard to explain but it drives me nuts cause the girl that don't like her was the one to start bringing her to youth. bah. I dunno. I'm doin my best.
I've learned more about the stupid stuff that has gone on in my household the past few years... or at least months... joyful stuff really. -_- not really tho.
School is horrible I hate it. Algebra is my living doom. I have a test tomorrow and I am going to pretty much dig my own grave by taking it.
I dunno. I gave my rant. most of this stuff isn't too important but it is to me. especially the Jesus stuff... thats really important.
God bless ya'll. talk to you all later maybe. - megan
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